Yet Blerim had so much pain inside him that he could no longer bear it. Yesterday, according to the testimonies collected by police officers, the young man was locked in his room for hours. Nobody got suspicious, because it had happened other times that he locked himself in the room. Kind to everyone, in family there had never been any problems, and friends loved him a lot. Those who knew him described him to the cops as a very sensitive boy. He was also engaged, and he was very much in love with the girl he probably dreamed of spending his entire life with. Then the dream ended, and the boy didn’t give up. He probably tried to resume the dream of interrupted love, and when he realized that there was nothing more to be done, he thought of death as a liberation. “Nobody can know what is really going on in the mind of a person who decides to commit suicide,” says an investigator.